MORE BEARS 「TRAINCAR OF PERSONAL HELL」

so yeah these are like my personal mtfconfessions that are run on sentences put to music with uhm accompanying video of me dancing and footage of still images of my boyfriend and also lexxi tronic (who is amazing in her season of kink i mean watch it right now and get emotional im serious) and some other ladies or whatever but i mean anyways here we go do you guys like poetry i mean cmon here we go get emotional w me here please

I recently had the realization that I always dream about trains - that I’ve been haunted by the rails - for the last 21 years because I fear that I’ll always be trapped in transit. That I’ll never get where I want to be.

I don’t even know where I want to be.

Because you know even the most beautiful fake rose couldn’t grow half an inch in the sunlight, and the more you think about it the more you realize that’s more or less the same as being dead, I don’t know.

I don’t even know where I want to be.

DOWNLOAD // uhm ps thanks to cory martin for helping me film this

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